reminder 8: sharpen it November 30, 2009

sharpen it lack of insight your greatest weapon when the battle is in your mind softer and softer you won’t even feel me take you time judgement will come eventually here comes your punishment taken then given away here comes your excuse to get up in the morning each day here comes your reasoning when [...]

reminder 7: perfection November 17, 2009

“PERFECTION”– 7/29/04 we will never completely get rid of hate: not in ourselves or others. we will never completely silence those nagging voices not inside or out. someone will always come around to tell you you’re not good enough to say you’re self-righteous and angry and vindictive when really all you seek is love and [...]

reminder 6: expectations November 17, 2009

(7/20/2004) Why must we be puffed up until we’re floating above it all, then brought down until we sink? Why not just be? Expectations are an ocean an Endless void between us I’d rather not see what lives down there especially those scary glow-in-the-dark fish tamer than they appear. It should be easy enough not [...]

reminder 6: under ether November 17, 2009

(7/19/2004)   under ether the surgeon has the answer a clean white man’s perfection can be yours… but first you must sleep under ether my mind went to the woods hunting myself– trying to get that arrow through my heart. Funny how it always misses that most important muscle. But the doctors are working to [...]

reminder 5: pearls (from 11/4/06) November 17, 2009

“pearls” (written 11.4.2006)   I don’t want to live in a shell like a clam Let me be your pearl keep me around your neck and show me off to your friends Open up my heart and let me forget the chains and the walls separating you from me again and again and again Open [...]

reminder 4: I love being myself November 12, 2009

reminder 4: I love being myself

reminder 3: all the imaginary things November 12, 2009

reminder 3: all the imaginary things (11/1/09)

reminder 2: playing fools for fun November 10, 2009

playing fools for fun as if wisdom wasn’t there in each stupid action as if admitting it would mean we were dead would mean we were done for everyday i wonder what you would really say if you weren’t locked away opposite side of the door looking through the peephole i thought i saw it [...]

reminder 1: pleasure is simple November 10, 2009

pleasure is simple open up your window I’m airing out two skins one for me one for you which one will i fit in? reaching out your armor but it’s much more hurtful to be under cover when everything is soft because it makes you the hardest thing in the room i can get you [...]