waiting for you
and your
your highest good
watching for signs that you’re coming through
i always get home
safe and alone
i taste you
in my choices
and mannerisms
in things that i drink
in things people see in me
it’s not me who meant
to make them angry
it’s not me who i won’t
apologize foR i promise
i promise me
to listen
something doesn’t ring true
no matter how you play
i’m always looking past the sounds
thinking past the thoughtS i’ve been
told to think for my
for my betterment
i guess I don’t want to better
me I just want to be
waiting
and watching
for my good.