reminder 14: heroes March 23, 2010

Heroes you can’t save me now I don’t want to be just another guy I’d rather fill your heart with the rhythm of butterflies and your mind with the knowledge that you’re okay new clothes new hair– A new you is not necessary today. look at your reflection to tell the truth but your reflection [...]

reminder 13: I won’t wait for restitution December 27, 2009

I won’t wait for restitution for states of mind I’ve given away -Play games for good if i can’t twist i turn you in without bail so give me. give me that wall i need it just to feel you out he was good enough the way he was didn’t need to change for ransom [...]

reminder 12: for my good December 24, 2009

waiting for you and your your highest good watching for signs that you’re coming through i always get home safe and alone i taste you in my choices and mannerisms in things that i drink in things people see in me it’s not me who meant to make them angry it’s not me who i [...]

reminder 11: i tried to choose an angle December 20, 2009

i tried to choose an angle to take but ended up taking many angles creating new shapes i tried to choose a mind to read but ended up reading my own it didn’t need translation i’ve just spent so much time between the lines where there’s only white.

reminder 10: you’re looking for a giant December 17, 2009

you’re looking for a giant with a magnifying glass in all those little places you might have passed you’re looking for a hero in people made of stone he doesn’t move around much but he’s always home i was born to survive not to live and if i ask dont tell me why don’t tell [...]

reminder 9: I live for the promise of something new December 16, 2009

I live for the promise of something new when it comes i step to the next one  and the next one  and the next one I wait for the warmth that’s far away when it gets close i’m cold again so i’ll have something to wait for next time you say you’re on your way

reminder 8: sharpen it November 30, 2009

sharpen it lack of insight your greatest weapon when the battle is in your mind softer and softer you won’t even feel me take you time judgement will come eventually here comes your punishment taken then given away here comes your excuse to get up in the morning each day here comes your reasoning when [...]

reminder 7: perfection November 17, 2009

“PERFECTION”– 7/29/04 we will never completely get rid of hate: not in ourselves or others. we will never completely silence those nagging voices not inside or out. someone will always come around to tell you you’re not good enough to say you’re self-righteous and angry and vindictive when really all you seek is love and [...]

reminder 6: expectations November 17, 2009

(7/20/2004) Why must we be puffed up until we’re floating above it all, then brought down until we sink? Why not just be? Expectations are an ocean an Endless void between us I’d rather not see what lives down there especially those scary glow-in-the-dark fish tamer than they appear. It should be easy enough not [...]

reminder 6: under ether November 17, 2009

(7/19/2004)   under ether the surgeon has the answer a clean white man’s perfection can be yours… but first you must sleep under ether my mind went to the woods hunting myself– trying to get that arrow through my heart. Funny how it always misses that most important muscle. But the doctors are working to [...]